The picture may be a little bit forward but just incase anyone happened to notice that I disappeared from here for five months... ^ this is what I was doing.
In November I told you I was coming back and that ended up being a lie, but it wasn’t on purpose.
There were so many times I sat down and tried to write something and at the time I just wasn't ready.
I know that this probably makes zero sense but I’ll try to explain it anyways.
I started this blog at my all time low.
11 months ago I was in a horrible place mentally. So much so that I contemplated up and leaving my entire life behind on a daily basis. I had no clue who I was or how long I was going to feel that way.
During that all time low I felt like I had so much to write about and so many things to talk about that when I wasn’t as sad anymore, I really didn’t think anyone would want to read my content anymore.
Now...in a better state of mind and in a much better place I can say that I don’t really give a shit. Ha. Not in the sense that I don’t want anyone to read my entries, because that’s why I started this, but because I’m going to be creating content (that may not have a ton of rhyme or reason) and hope that my followers read what they want and don’t feel pressured to read what they don’t want.
I have changed and grown A LOT in the last 6 months, the last 4 especially, and all I want to do is continue writing for the main reason I started this blog...
To help anyone who experiences similar life struggles/situations as I do, to write because it’s what I love to do, and to possibly entertain if I can bring any sort of humor into my posts with a naturally non-funny personality.
Basically, there are two points to this post...
1. It’s okay to take time away from things if you feel it’s the right thing to do for you. Get your mind right, get your shit together, and then do the damn things.
2. I’m back bitches. And I’m ready to write whether that be once a week, every other week, or once a month.